Ninepaperhearts

2009-09-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

http://www.crossingpavements.blogspot.com/

2009-09-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

Because i love, i believe.
I.HAVE.FAITH.IN.YOU

someday................

2009-09-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

Why is it when there's a problem between 2 the fault seems to be always lying on my mother fucking side. Why is it that till now you still don't understand me? It breaks my heart to see you ruining your own future. You used to be such a good guy, a guy who can score good grades, can make jokes but won't get yourself involve in fights and etc. I really want the old you back, i'm not doing all these just because i no longer love you as my friend i still do, as much as before. When i heard you were crying in despair, you don't know how much i would want to be there for you but i can't. Cause you always take things for granted. Change in one can't happen overnight, you have to change for yourself , for you future.

2009-09-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Hi Sherlyn9Wong, I'm VA4L.
The 4 is silent. Hee. Luv yew <3

2009-09-03T19:51:00.003+08:00

I'm gna private my blog by tomorrow night, so yeah if you still want to read my blog tell me on msn and i'll invite you. I'm feeling rather shitty and i hate to be emotional. Last day of term 3 tomorrow, and here comes the revision time. Today, i thought of you.

2009-09-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

I mean it this time and i will do anything just to the achieve it
AT.ALL.COST.

That is,
I will no longer hope for your presence
I will no longer look out for you
I will no longer look forward to sleeping time because when i sleep, i dream.
I will no longer hope for your text
I will no longer believe in us
I will treat everything you said as fucking bullcraps
I will no longer believe in you
I will no longer wait for your return
And the list goes on and on but to sum it all up,

I will just fucking give up.
I mean it. If i can't, then i MUST.

Moving on staying strong

2009-09-01T19:07:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA kewl jumping style, my face cmi

Last day of 0809

2009-09-01T11:00:00.007+08:00

Taking ages to upload pictures on facebook

So yesterday i caught 'Band Slam' with the Rachael, Tina, Faith and Valerie. It's pretty average to me but still, worth watching cause i swear Vanessa Hudgen is damn gorgeous! Ok till here gna have my lunch before i start studying bai bai

2009-08-30T13:51:00.001+08:00

Met up with Rach for lunch just now and she gave me one muffin and one cupcake. Taste not bad la EVEN though the cocoa powder is expired..................... Hope i won't have diarrhoea later. Ok i'm gna study alrdy bye people. LOVE.

2009-08-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

I finally understand why is that people often say that it's better to be loved than to love. Very true. Is it true that everyone will get sick of certain things after a long period of time and will eventually leave? Sometimes i can't bear to but i have to because i can't be selfish. Kk ignore me i'm not making sense.

I feel empty. Very empty.
Wait, it's not you that i'm referring about because i'm doing very fine w/o you.

Canele macarons

2009-08-29T09:47:00.001+08:00

Neeways me got craving for Macarons :(

So hairpee to spend time with my fam

2009-08-28T22:35:00.001+08:00

Just came back home from Marina/suntec/RSC with my fam excluding my father. Was supposed to have Pariss but as i was late i didn't get the chance to eat it :( So i had din tai fung instead of pariss, anyway know what? i don't like xiao long baos

Fucking sick of your face

2009-08-27T22:11:00.001+08:00

I don't take control over my emotions. My emotions take control over me.

Am i really very emotional? :(

2009-08-26T22:30:00.003+08:00

If i'm not wrong this picture was taken last year or sth?.................... MMMM.Okay anw i'm as red as a cooked lobster now. I just drank white wine with my daddy and i seriously, CMI. Before my birthday ends, just wna tell my friends that i'm rly glad to have you guys by my side whenever i'm down and thank you all for cheering me up when things doesn't go my way. Lastly, XINXIN PLZ BLARDY COVER YOUR MOUTH WHEN YOU YAWN i'm sick and tired of covering it for you okay!!!!!!! kkkkk till here wait wait one last thing val we won't drift anymore k promise. Luv ya all, SARANGHAE~

Think of you later in my empty room

2009-08-26T20:33:00.002+08:00

Decided to delete the previous post, birthday should be happy right!
Okay at the very least, she still remember my birthday and i think i should be contented already.. Mmm thanks to those who wished me okehz especially those who wished me at 0000-0010! Alright i've made up my mind, i won't hold on any longer neither will i give myself anymore hopes. From now on, it'll just be me and my books, my friends and of cuz my family. One year older, should learn to think more maturely :)

one step at a time
there's no need to rush
what's meant to be mine
will eventually be mine
God have his plans!

2009-08-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

Because after tomorrow if your heart is still not back, i'll tell myself to give up by hook or by crook
Won't shed another drop of tear
Won't be emotional when night time comes
Won't allow myself to think of you at all times

Also, i'll stop giving myself hopes.

I mean it this time round, trust me
Because of you i've learn that i should never trust one's words fully.

I'm a happy galzzzz

2009-08-25T17:45:00.004+08:00

I've a fetish for................ ____'s nose it's so kewlz la!!!!Wow Faith you're a happy galz too?
I like this picture alot, don't you find it very sweet hehehe (K)^^ No point forcing those who doesn't knows how to be a human with the right principles

YAY in less than 10 hours i'm gna be 15 ok i know NO BIG DEAL bout it but still it means that i'm one step closer to 16, 18 and 21 right right? Those pictures above are taken on last sat and i feel so bless cause i've friends like them.. I guess they're the only reason why i didn't regret choosing dunearn? Hahaha. Okay in less than a month time it'll be the eoy examination alr, so people start mugging nao!!!!!!

Shall go and take a rest before studying, bai bai people

And somehow, i'm happy this way but how i wish we'd never met so maybe i won't be in such agony

Happy birthday Xin

2009-08-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

Mmm i guess i've said this many times before, but i just want to let you know that i love you and i swear that you're part of my life. We have known each other ever since 5-6 years ago and i fucking swear i will never forget our primary school times. Those bitching, gossiping and OF CUZ, peeping well if i don't peep i will never know that 'Sherlyn wong is the #1 bitch on da whole wide world' eh hahaha. We've come so far and our friendship is still going strong, seen your strongest and also your weakest and fret not i'll always be with you to go through thick and thin forever. K i shall end here cause i tak boleh tahan alr, love you longer than time :)

2009-08-23T11:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAY HONGTING,
thanks for helping me with the difficult math sums ok you make a great partner. Love you and hope things can work out the way you want it to be, love you okay!

2009-08-23T11:04:00.002+08:00

You'd be my only, no need to worry
I'll always be here for you, if only you need me
Even if the sky is falling down.

Hope the decision i made is right, hope i won't live in regret.
There's always someone better out there, you'll be able to find it sooner or later okay.
Know whatever i say now may sound like bullcraps to you but hey, i really mean it and i'm sorry.

I'm waiting

2009-08-23T01:04:00.006+08:00

I don't care about what others say, I will wait.

Today's picnic went well, very enjoyable. Hope everyone enjoyed themselves too, had so much fun talking about our future planning our future and ALSO playing 'Old eagle catch chicks' heeheehee. Left east coast round 8 plus plus and cab over to Bugis. Haji to sheesha and blackjack after that. Reached home around twelve, k till here goodnight everyone.Thanks xin for the card you made, love the card more than i love you HAHAHA NIZE PITS

2009-08-22T10:14:00.003+08:00

Can you hear me, when i call your name?

Some things are just not meant to be despite the umpteen of times you tried to meant it

2009-08-22T00:35:00.002+08:00

I'd rate the movie 'Orpan' 9.5 stars/10 stars. Strongly encourage people to watch it!!!! However i bet you will have nightmares for countless nights heeheehee. There's a twist to the story at the ending part, scary max.

Anyway my afternoon-evening was spent over at Val's place we had pillow fights bear fights including chipmunk fight.(Val plz dont tell Verity i ACCIDENTALLY drop her chip on the floor) Left her place round 630 and her mom sent me to the bus stop. Reached home and immediately start to prepare the konyaku jellies. Hope it will taste nice tml when i try it........... If it's not nice, HAHAHA the girls are still gna finish every, single piece of it ^^ Can't wait for tml, it's OUR(rach&me) advanced birthday celebration!!! Picnik-----------bugis for steamboat----haji lane!! Alright shall end here, goodnight sleep sweet everyone!

I'm not angry, at all. Is it wrong to stay as friends that wouldn't mislead others? Well don't mislead the one you love or have feelings for, if not you will regret it for life. I'm not angry, really. :)

2009-08-20T20:28:00.002+08:00

Because this is not a space for me to voice out my thoughts
to share my feelings.

2009-08-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

This is where it ends Sigh starting to feel the tension and pressure alr..... EOY is coming in less than 6 weeks time i hope it's not too late for me to start on my revision. Anw, cheetah got first for netball interhouse. Congrats much to the 'stars' kkkkkkkkkay. Alright gna get get get get back to my revision, till here!

XXXXX

2009-08-18T19:36:00.004+08:00

Time can never erase a feeling this strongAnd emo xin meiz, cheer up okay love you forever heeheehee

Anw thanks hongting for buying bubbletea for me heeheehee!

2009-08-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

(Quite long ago, hahaha)

Everything went well today, mummy didn't flare up cus i guess Ms rin didn't really talk much.Had korean cuisine @ timah after that, very yummy i like. Ok anw anyone heard about the macik keropok thing? I swear, it's.freaking.me.out. Gna share it with the girls tml, bet rach will freak out x 1000 percent. Sigh why is time passing so slowly...............

MYSM!!!!!

2009-08-16T22:50:00.000+08:00

그것은복잡해요

2009-08-16T19:04:00.003+08:00

You taught my heart a sense i never knew i had

So today, Bpp starbucks>Bpp Mac>Northvale>home.

Is it normal for people to get a lil more emotional when it rains?!

if not i think im abnormal.

Ah time past so slow i miss you alr.............................. :(

2009-08-16T11:26:00.003+08:00

Miss you miss you miss you x100000000 ok i go bathe now alr i'm running late. Bai bai

Pretty boy

2009-08-15T23:08:00.004+08:00

I love you, i loved you all along

And I miss you

For being far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go

Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

Cause with you, I’d withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

-Faraway

Ohgosh monday is coming....it's gna be my doomsday BUT i've already prepared for the worst outcome. Today i stayed home the whole day, did abit of revision and i seriously hope that i can pass the math test on this coming thurs. Might be gng to BPP starbucks to study with emo meizxz aka xin tml, it MUST be productive. Anw how long does it takes for a sprain ankle to recover and when can i start to exercise?!

Val. says:
you wanna come? I think i gonna rollerblade
Val. says:
want?
Sherlyn Wong says:
val
Sherlyn Wong says:
you genius
Sherlyn Wong says:
how to rollerblade with a swollen ankle?
Val. says:
oh shucks

Sherlyn Wong says:
it's okay...
Sherlyn Wong says:
hehe
Val. says:
SAKAE BUFFET, YOU OWE ME!
Val. says:
i mean you dont owe me the buffet you owe me your time

Anw val, sure i give you my forever

Get you over

2009-08-14T13:41:00.004+08:00

Just some old picture

Ps:Anw people my ankle is recovering alr(i think) so don't worry about me i still can hop!!!

I luv my friends luv each and everyone of them. :)

2009-08-13T19:35:00.003+08:00

I.hate.this.month.to.the.maximum.
First, i lost my phone.
Second, i got caught.
Third(and i hope it'll be the last), i sprained my ankle during the 5km run.

So tell me, what's next?
Hater are you happy to see me in such state? Well i bet you do. If you're the one, simply admit it. I mean, what's there to hide seriously? It's not like i'm some kind of ahlianzzxzx who goes around giving ppl problems. I seriously hope sth good will come my way instead of all the bad things. Ahhh seriously,fml.

Ps: I wanna thanks all for the help today, love you all! XOXO

2009-08-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

It's 12 august today and it marks Lijun's birthday. Well, we have been friends since p3/p4 right? approximately 5-6 years yeah but sadly, as each and every year pass, we drift further and further. How i wish those times we shared in primary school, together with Nana.Those fun and enjoyable times. Will never forget how much you want to go down to Lamsoon on sunday, all bcuz of 'Pig' eh? Thinking back, it's damn funny la. Haha. Oh well, on Rachael and my birthday celebration i will definitely invite you and Nana. So plz make yourself free on 23 aug okehz?!

okay till here, love you as much as i did in the past.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIJUN.

2009-08-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

Didn't attend school today................ and i fucking got caught.
Ok hater i don't know who are you but seriously you should mind your own business instead of mine. Damn it not that i didn't learn my lesson but anyway, nize move hater. Took this yesterday, miss them both and miss our signature smile

But it's okay, honey cornflakes make me happy

2009-08-11T21:03:00.000+08:00

Love you enough, to let you go
Know you don't understand well anyway you don't have to
k bye

2009-08-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

I've finally found my dream ambition~~~~~~~~
That is.......
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TO BECOME A POLICEWOMAN
YAY!!!!

2009-08-10T12:19:00.004+08:00

Taken during Basketball interhouse day. Hahaha as usual, crappy poses.

No one can take away someone who lives in my heart

2009-08-10T00:16:00.002+08:00

Okay i was browsing through my old friendster testimonials so i shall post some interesting/memorable ones up here.

#1, from Val(BESTIE SIBO?)
07/12/2008 11:46 pm
SHERLYN! Tell you smth,WE HAVE 100 FRIENDS IN COMMON!
hahaha!Tsk you, don't think so much laa.
YOU LOVE VAL LAA HOR! hahaha! :X
VAL!
10/24/2007 11:54 am
BESTIEEEEEEE !freaking bored now . hahas !i just dropped by to say HELLO ! :Dloves, VAL !
09/07/2007 7:43 pm
-BESTIEEE! hehs .missyou uhs!faster make yourself free,i can't wait to go shopping withYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU !
hehes x3valval.`

#2, from Faith
(though idk what is she talking about, HAHAHA)
08/28/2007 9:52 pm
eh u damn bad can ?sae ppl nxt yuhua
she more chio thn ruhua mah !
AHAHSATAKEKAIRES BITCH !
`f a ii th(:

While reading all the testimonials i had so many flashbacks.All once so dear, once so important. Still, we should look forward to the future :)

OH ANYWAY, i strongly think that you should take a pee and look at your own reflection before commenting on others. Not that we're afraid, we just can't be bothered.

2009-08-09T20:13:00.003+08:00

Firstly, happy birthday to NHS!
I'm sorry that i can't celebrate your birthday with you ok, very very sorry but still i hope that you'll enjoy yourself and last long long with netzzzzzz! Hope 10 years down the road we'll still know each other hehehe love you much much

Secondly, happy third monthsary with beloved Val i promise to be faithful and devoted to you k since me and tina are over alr oh but wait there's still fred. HAHA but nvm i will tiongxim to you and fred k. Thanks for encouraging, motivating and listen to my woes whenever im in need i promise i will be there for you just like how you're always here for me k. Love you long time, long long time.

I've no control over things, this is how useless i am

2009-08-08T23:26:00.005+08:00

FOREVER LOVE

So i'll stand with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the one who gave it all
So i'll stand my soul Lord to you surrendered
All i am is yours

2009-08-08T17:50:00.007+08:00

Private emotions

Hi people i've this sudden urge to change my blog url and taaadahhhh i changed it. I've no idea why is it that i wna use 9paperhearts though it just came to my mind so i guess i will just use it for now till i think of something nicer. Yesterday, we wanted to catch the movie 'Orphan' but we didn't in the end cus the time slots are all not suitable so we settled down at somewhere near DG station. Played cards and left around 11, reached home around 12. We're gna celebrate dearest huishan's sweet 16, hope we'll all enjoy tomorrow AKA national day!

2009-08-08T13:20:00.001+08:00

Hello just testing!